My Stupid Mouth....

Any of my closest friends can tell you this about me.  I have a tendency to say too much.  I have a tendency to go too far.  I wear my heart on my sleeve, and I definitely suffer from "Foot in Mouth" disease.  Even now, as I type this blog, I am doing it.

More than once, I have said too much and said it too quickly.  I am not a good liar.  While I would like to think that is an admirable quality, it seems to backfire more often than naught.  I think too much, and end up rushing things and getting ahead of myself.

Music definitely has a profound affect on me as well.  I have always been easily influenced by the tone and mood of the music I am listening too.  The more sappy music I listen too, the more I tend to consume myself in the what-ifs and has been's.  I was listening to too much music like this today, and almost found myself writing one of those again tonight.  So in lieu of offending anyone, or making anyone uncomfortable, or possible painting myself any further into this corner I find myself in recently, I am going to show some self-control and refrain.

If you are actually reading this, then consider yourself lucky.  But don't get too used to it, because I don't always have this measure of self control.  It's time to put the headphones back on, close my eyes, and imagine that tomorrow won't be exactly as I expect it to be.  Perhaps I'll be surprised.  Perhaps..